MY LIFE BEGIN IN UNISEL
The day I registered in University Selangor (UNISEL) I was though that it will be easier compare to what I think before but it absolutely changed due to the fee’s.I almost want to go back home because I know that I cannot efford to pay such that big amount because my parents are not working with expensive salary payment.But when I talk to my beloved friend,she said do not quit easily because of that kind of problem.My first night in UNISEL,while my new friends enjoy their sleep soundly,I keep thinking about the payment.I do not have a word for that because this place already choosed by me.Then I called my father and told him everything about the fee’s and my prediction was correct that he not eligible to pay that amount.After we finish the talk I slept at 3.00 a.m.
The next day early in the morning, I received a phone call from my coach and I need to go back to Kuantan for Sukan Malaysia (SUKMA) training.I left UNISEL at 10.00 a.m and arrived Kuantan late evening due to the departure delayed.In my mind when I in Kuantan the payment problem will be left in UNISEL but its still following me even during my training periods.I leave the class almost three weeks continuously and I still keep the problem in my cerebrum.
I went for SUKMA at 3 June 2011 with a lot of problem including my main problem which is the fee’s payment.During the event start I not performed well in my game and beated by the other side.As a result my team not qualify for semi-final.I went back to UNISEL with a light head because my problem during SUKMA had been settled except my main worst problem.The things happened just in time and make me had a big mind sick that effect my mind setting.
When I want to start my first lecture,I left the problem in my room and think about it after finish all the learning period for that day but sometimes I had a day dream about the problem and cannot concentrate in my first class with Miss Yoon,my lovely lecturer.I went back to my room with a good countenance but not in a good condition of heart and mind.Although I’m laughing with my friends but I’m crying inside my soul.
The step that I took to overcome this matter by kick the ball hardly while playing futsal every single evening with other guy including play dodgeball with my classmate in one evening at the futsal court before I kick the ball as ussual.By doing that I feel better after finish my activities.
When I write all this,I just have my new laptop from my father,so I will be the best for him to show how I love him with all my heart because sacrified everything just for me to further my study in UNISEL and want me to be a teacher one day.If not, at least I’ll be as one someday.I left for all the readers with my heartt stanza.
Why should I’ve been here
If I shouldn’t need here
Why must the things happen
Mybe because it is my fault and change to be my fate
If you want a better life
Be a better person from the begining you learn ABC
Sometimes,
Do not make your words as your action
Gain a point to arrive the triumph
Dare to death to touch the diamond soul
Make a smile as your life
And keep waiting
Because life is waiting
By,
Tok Lanang
Now I still think about the problem.At once I think do I a good thinker?Life is waiting so I keep waiting to find the way to solve the problem because as a good determine person I need to stay calm althoughhere were be so many problems that I will face for next day that coming towards.
